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[06 Mar 2007|09:45pm]

here is what  I DID doover the summer (and the stuff i didnt get around to doing):
-nintendo wii - hell yeah!
-drugs  - and how!
-babes -
you bet ya!
-loose that extra 5 kgs X no time to loose wait when yr having fun.
-make something/anything creative that is not for money this also comes under rad presents for those i luff.
-more music practice - bits and pieces
-apply for dream job
  - doesnt really exist but yiah!
-make new demo
and get a few gigz X - computer crashed just i finished, so im still trying to get my shit back together.
-buy/make rad presents for those that i luff. - peow peow
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[17 Feb 2007|11:50pm]
Yeeeeah so i lasted a whole 10 days before breaking my straight-edge vow....

after work last saturday i found out that i may have been able to use a friend of a friend's door spot at the good vibrations festival.... i hung around the side of the venue near the park waiting for ages to get the phone call about who i had to pretend to be. time passed very slowly and i started to get very impatient... after about an hour of waiting and considering buying a ticket from a scalper a guy ran at the fence at speed and jumped over it... landing on a sercurity guard and knocking him to the ground and thus gaining access to the festival. suddenly, inspired by his actions i found myself moving towards the fence at speed, and i was not alone, about 30 other people had also decided to gain instant entry..

... and one thing lead to another and straight edge feb ended right there.


i did manage to not drink, drug or sex for over a week.... thats kinda good right?
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[03 Feb 2007|01:28am]
yeah... so December and January huh?


anyway i have decided to try go xXxstraight-edgexXx for feb just to see if i can...
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wtf [13 Dec 2006|01:25am]
i dont watch Neighbors in like six months and then Paul & Lyn are getting married? crazy.... although im sure some scam he has going, that rat bastard...
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a little while ago... [05 Dec 2006|05:42am]
on the 12th October to be exact. i made a list of things to do between now and summer, here is how i went.

- not eat very much.
- start running again. x (ba bow)
- result of the top two being weight loss! (i lost 5kg, of the 10kg i aimed.)
- not take drugs. X (seriously who expected me to last anymore than they five days that i did)
- actually go to work. X (ba bow)
- finish all uni work. X (most of it tho)
- not be on myspace/msn every frigen second.X (ba bow)
- practice guitar more. (shredin like pocock)
- apply for dream job.X (ba bow)
- get the girl or get over it. (i did both!! wooo double points!)
- get MP and HP stats through the roof. (srsly, its true. challenge me in turn based battle and ill prove it. )

(strike out means i did it.
X means i failed for those who dont get it)

and here is what a plan to do over the summer:
-nintendo wii
-drugs
-babes
-loose that extra 5 kgs
-make something/anything creative that is not for money
-more music practice
-apply for dream job
-make new demo and get a few gigz
-buy/make rad presents for those that i luff.
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III [24 Nov 2006|03:00pm]
mhm. saf deleted me from her life, again. this time i have no idea what its for.. well i have a rough idea; last night at 161  ranted at her (jokingly) for introducing me as a multimedia student to her friend and said "you might as well have said ' this is james- he is a big fat fucking loser'" because it was about this stage that she got angry. she was pretty much my only actual friend that was gonna be there that night so i left. this is probably the only action im going take, because i cant be fucked having a firey exchange with her and trying to crawl my way back into her friendship, i have been nothing but a loving and caring friend to her since forever, i think i proved that on saturday night.


fin
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[24 Nov 2006|12:11pm]

im working my first shift in a week and forgot how boring work is so....

tks[info]anorexic_a! :D

 

 

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jmo... [24 Nov 2006|05:53am]

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[15 Nov 2006|03:48pm]
so i have managed eight days (so far) without another bitchy emo lj post. awesome. im feeling bored right now so i thought i would take some time to give some shout outs to things that are making my life good at the moment.

1) Internet access/MSN at work... im not really allowed to use msn at work but i do anyway... first they banned web messenger and then meebo so now im onto iloveim which is really shit and makes you have a ghey avatar thing of their choosing, but still good because it means i can be on msn while im dealing with hack customers.

2) JMO BEING BACK ON MSN!!!!! OMGZ!!! i really cant explain how good it makes me feel to have someone as awesome as jmo on the net every night keeping me company. Srsly has made my life at least 20 times better and worth living again.


HERE'S TO YOU J-DAWG!
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It finally happened! [08 Nov 2006|12:37am]




No… not that... Something else... My body finally has decided to say “Fuck you James, seriously fuck you...” in the first time in over a year. How does one’s body say fuck you I hear you ask? By making mucus come from every hole in my face non-stop, making my throat feel like its lined with sand paper and making my head feel like it weighs a billion kilos.


So im effectively trapped inside my room, with only myself to keep me company, eating my own head.






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[31 Oct 2006|02:41pm]
ok this entry doesn’t make (as much) sense (as it possibly could) if you aren’t on my lj friends list (because you cant read my last friends only entry duh). so why aren’t you? hack... get on it.

i got tired of waiting and fell asleep.

and did i sleep.


i got woken by an sms saying that her suggestion of dinner was a no go, because she was seeing a movie with a friend and forgot about it... that’s cool its monday. i rule at mondays. monday's are one of my favorite nights to get fucked up, and god knows i have nothing else to do.


i put out the call via myspaz that it was $1 beer night at public bar, and it was on like hong kong (or even maurice cradling a bong).

rose and i caught the train, and spoke of many things, including her cousin Kurt, who I had only met a few times two years a go. We made our way to lucky coq for dinner and maurice came along for the ride.... oh and some other hack, but he doesn’t count....

other hack: "yeh sonic youth was good... but the strokes was just amazing"
maurice and i just stare intensely at him, and then at each other trying to figure out if what we just heard was a joke or what.

pft and he was hatin on safi... whatever.
We head to public bar.

rose meets up with her boyfriend jedd and conversation wise is MIA for the rest of the night... but that’s ok i have my boy there.... so we sat plotting and scheming our master plan for the summer and things to come... and quite frankly, me and maurice are an awesome team and im excited.


maurice leaves.... holy shit 4 minutes till $1 beer ends! i buy up 3 jugs to keep the party going.

i chatted with a few kids who had answered my myspace call out… including the lovely grace… we spoke about gabe aka three month sunset a bit loudly (considering he was sitting across from us). He was staring…

Grace: “yes dralingk we are talking about you!”

By this stage I was fucked off enough $1 beer to actually have the guts go and talk to him. We spoke of many things… guitars… synths…. How I was the only one these days with “three month sunset” in my lj interests.

I missed the last train home…

Public bar closed up and kicked us out onto the street.


i walked with gabe and is two friends to the exford… a seedy bogan bar that is open all night. There were lots of backpackers hanging out and one 70 + man reading a book written in accident greek.

Suddenly at 3am, Kurt (roses cousin) bursts in the door. Gabe and his friends leave shortly after…

i sat talking of many things with Kurt until 6am, when we left and went our separate ways.



Oh yeh there was meant to be some bit about some girl in there somewhere but that doesn’t count. And something about crushing sadness and loneliness. But mostly im like whatever.
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speaking of babez that luff me. [22 Oct 2006|11:14pm]
she's safi safi safi safi of course.
safi of course.
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revelation number 3 from some time tuesday morning. (also with acid) [18 Oct 2006|12:02pm]
james: yo, its like the only thing that hasn't tried to eat you was the giant pineapple.
maurice: yeh, that giant pineapple is awesome.
giant pineapple: thanks maurice, i think you guys are wicked-kewl.


(maurice promised me he would illustrate this at some stage so stay the fuck tuned.)
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revelation number 2 from monday night. (this time with the acid) [18 Oct 2006|05:36am]
maurice: AAAAAHHHHH!!!! james, i love you man, but you are a fucking lion, get the fuck away from me!
james: Maurice, i am not a lion, i am your friend
maurice: fuck you. shudup. go to hell.*

*translation: “you are probably right, which normally means i am wrong and i don’t like it."
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revelation number 1 from monday night. (this one was before the acid.) [18 Oct 2006|02:56am]
maurice: yo, I have noticed on your lj every now and then there is a really emo post. this doesn’t have any correlation with you coming down from e does it?
james: fuck you. shudup. go to hell.*

*translation: “you are probably right, which normally means i am wrong and i don’t like it."
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FUCK [15 Oct 2006|11:23am]
bad timing.
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[13 Oct 2006|03:16pm]
Anyone who has ever been to my myspace profile knows, my one hero in this world is Ms. Jacinta Moore aka bawkbawk and she has stuck again with this amazing powerpoint presentation.


CLICK!

“Its basicallly a stock presentation that can be used for all industries & purposes. I think it really drives the point home.”
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[12 Oct 2006|04:16pm]
i just had a strange conversation with someone from very long ago. yes thats right, thats just how desprate i am. thats just how low i see my situation. i called her.

a grand total of one person reading this probably understands who she is and i imagine would probably be slighty disapointed in me.


this month, like last is going too quick.


to do tomorrow:
- call work, try to get a shift.
- call about fines.
- call uni.

- finish ned's class shit. X
- start animation shit. X
- not have panic attacks over nothing.  X
- call doctors.
- find a normal person who will actually sit down and have a conversation with me. X
(edit: 50% aint that bad right?)

to do this weekend:
- not freak out.
- not being a mess.
- not fall for anyone.
- not be in luff.X
- not be in crush.X
- animation shit. X
- visit grandmother.X
(3/7 ba bow)


to do between now and summer:
- not eat very much.
- start running again.
- result of the top two being weight loss!
- not take drugs. X (seriously who expected me to last anymore than they five days that i did),
- actually go to work.
- finish all uni work.
- not be on myspace/msn every frigen second.
- practise guitar more.
- apply for dream job.
- get the girl or get over it.
- get MP and HP stats through the roof.


(strike out means i did it.
X means i failed for those who dont get it)
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today. [21 Sep 2006|09:57pm]
- i met saf, and hung out and DIDNT buy anything.
- met renata, ate lunch, sat in a park, went to st jeromes and sat inside, missing someone as they left without me knowing they were there.
- caught the train home
- had a panic attack over something very small.
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[21 Sep 2006|03:25am]
dont worry, you'll find someone one day.
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